dont you remember?

currently hearing and singing my heart out
yes, im asking you
dont you remember the reason you loved me before?
its words that matter
but you throw all that words to me,
i will never stay quietly still
i would always fight back
i didnt mean for what ive said
i dont know whether you meant yours
i hope not
i just want you to remember back
why did you love
coz now, it seems like you and me are getting out of love
i miss you, i miss us
but i just couldnt stand it when you throw that words to me
is this the way how you want me to be away from you?
coz if it is, i will be gladly to help you to chase me away
just like the song,
the more i try the less i know
i dont know you anymore
all i know is that i can never say anything
everything i say become thorns in your heart
should i just be quiet?
what do you want of me?
why wouldnt you tell me?
are reading this all this while?
if you do, why didnt you understand?
it is raining in and outside my heart...
i need you to speak your heart..
so that i could understand better







gemil..