neither high up sky...nor down deep in ground

its rare for me to stay up late
i alway have a nice day
use up all the energy i have
and laugh it off throughout the day
and sleep very soundly at night

but its just not tonight
not tonight
not today
eating up chocolate bar
just to make me feel good

i have to apologize
im sorry that i've lost the interest
i always know that i cant do it well
you have always been much much better than me
im sorry i didnt support you as much as u expected
its just because i cant seem to support my own self

im sorry,im just so sorry



~gemil~

sate ikan ikan

banyak yang gemil nak share dalam entry kali ni(pdhal mane ada orang baca pun,poyo je post..hahaha)perlu ke tak ek nak post??dahla bukan blog gemil..hahaha..blog ni gomol yg punya..ok,memandangkan tak ada orang baca blog ni..gemil post jela..

gemil baru je balik dari aktiviti karaoke dengan geng-geng dua tayar gemil..of course gomol pun ada...sebab gomol pun macam gemil...ada dua tayar...rasa sebak jugakla...ada antara kami nak pergi jauh untuk 5 bulan..ada pergi indonesia,singapore,china...gemil??praktikal dalam negara ajela...

disebabkan hari ni tadi dikira hari terakhir kami bersama(lepas ni dah tak ada kelas,final exam pun dah habis tadi)kami pun bercadang nak makan di tempat yang kami jarang makan..bincang punya bincang...hahaha...keputusannya ialah,kafeteria hospital serdang...aduyh..hahaha...ini penangan classmate kami admitted tahun dulu..sedap makanan dia,murah sangat..syok!

lepas makan kami pergi karaoke..nyanyila 1 jam..hmmm...best, lama dah tak lepak sama...

ok,next topic...UPM gempar dirusuh Pro-M...gemil memang tak pandai berpolitik..dan sememangnya kurang faham..tapi,gemil masih memandangnya dengan kaca mata yang sangat subjektif.gemil tak tau apa yang BHEP(bahagian hal ehwal pelajar) dah buat..tapi Pro-M tak sepatutnya betindak begitu. ada calon ProM yang run for MPP(majlis perwakilan pelajar) and it is a student council that means that if they win they gotta be the leaders...guess what??they won..that makes them LEADERS...akan tetapi, kenapalah mereka nak buat perangai macam orang tak berakal,gelaran disandang mahasiswa..tetapi memalukan diri sendiri...a very good leader would never do that...a very great leader would never ever think to do that.wise men approach diplomatically..not babi buta-lly..sabarla..kalau tak faham sistem pun,tanyalah dengan cara yang betul..hidup kita ada undabg-undang..sebagai rakyat kita mesti mendaulatkan undang-undang..if this is the kind of leaders that it will produce..im sure,there will be an enormous amaunt of people who wont go out for an election in the future...im just seeing things from my own point of view..which i think it is reasonable and acceptable..i dont have the guts and courage to run for MPP...i dont have that kind of interest,i like to live freely...but this kind of of incident will take my freedom away,and i cannot afford to just sit by and watch..thats my own thought...thank you.


(exhale)
emosional plak..hahaha...btw,inilah sate ikan yang saya sedang makan..selebihnya adalah bukan..hahahah

sate ikan...sedap...

kami..haish..rindu nanti

untuk gambar rusuhan tu...tak adala...share link la..senagng gemil nak rujuk balik..hahaha
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=185564794811961&set=a.185552811479826.37271.185507871484320

The Struggling

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a
small opening appeared. He sat and watched the
butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its
body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop
making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten
as far as it could, and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took
a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit
of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a
swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because
he expected that, at any moment, the wings would
enlarge and expand to be able to support the
body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the
rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body
and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not
understand was that the restricting cocoon and
the struggle required for the butterfly to get
through the tiny opening were Allah's way of
forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into
its wings so that it would be ready for flight
once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in
our lives. If Allah allowed us to go through our
lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.

We would not be as strong as what we could
have been. We could never "fly"!


I asked for Strength.........
And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for Wisdom.........
And Allah gave me Problems to solve.

I asked for Prosperity.........
And Allah gave me Brain and Brawn to work.

I asked for Courage.........
And Allah gave me Danger to overcome.

I asked for Love..........
And Allah gave me Troubled people to help.

I asked for Favours.........
And Allah gave me Opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted ........
I received everything I needed




~gemil~

belang-belang

hari ni ada sukaneka di kolej...semangat sgt join coz semua rumates pun join..
when i came to think about it,this would be the final year of us being together..
i alway wonder,how would it be when they are not around me anymore..ive already lost my
girlfrens...and now i cannot to lose them...just really love them so very much...
huhuhuhu...takpe...

btw..hr ni sgt enjoy, wanted to upload some pics..but there were VERY LA SGT THE BURUK..i looked
incredibly, shockingly and unimaginably FAT...damn..hahahaha..nver mind...the joy was ours and not to mention,the belang2 kat muka sebab terbakar dek panahan matahari...all ours bebeh!!mmm...except for the prizes..hahahaha...songal...


~gemil~